herm... ntah la.. my mak slalu ckap dlm family, i'm the heartless 1.. xtaw la nk ckap cmne.. ak mmg xdpt dtect prasaan ak.. kcuali mrah... tu je... tp bab ksh syg tu mmg fail... nk bezakn mnat, ske, syg n cinta pon ak xtaw.. ada gak owg cam ne ea... Kadang2 try gak nk show kn ksh syg tu tp fail la.. klu cple tu mmg la pnh.. tp ak cple xde prasaan cinta tu.. ak pon xtaw npe ak cple.. so ak expect relation tu bkn cple la.. juz frenz maybe.. bg ak laki dtg n pergi xkn wat ak jd depress sgt sbb ak x ksah dgn khdiran diowg.. boley dkatakn ak ni gurl jns kejam la sbb cple n tnggalkn laki tu.. lgpon ssh nk cye golongan diowg ni.. mcm xde prasaan kat diowg boley gak.. tp kn ak ni plik yg alam sgt sbb ad je laki yg ak ske.. ramai plak tu.. n ak jns x de nk pndam2 sgt.. ak jns try n error.. besenye ak g je ckap ak ske die.. n klu die wat ak frust skit, ak cam sdh jap je.. pastu jmpe yg lain ak ske yg lain plak... ntah.. ak pon xtaw spe ak ske sbenanye.. sbb ramai sgt.. sampai actor2 pon ak nk.. haha.. xjaga pandangan mata btol la ak ni.. tp da slalu nsb ak bek dpt tgk mamat cute miut.. huhu.. so kpd sesape yg ak pnh ad heart feeling n ak pnh confess kat diowg tu, im so sorry beb sbb ak bkn btol2 b'maksud pon.. even ak ske sana sini, ak akn choose family choice.. bcoz its better.. they know what the best for me... im so sorry.. klu yg mne pnh cple dulu tu pon im sory.. ak x taw pe makna cple sbenanye.. bg ak relation tu xkn wujud slagi x kawin... ak rse love after married is the bez.. mcm cter ayat2 cinta tu.. huhu...n the most yg ak nk minta maaf ialah nur hadi.. mmg dulu mse skul ak tunggu ko.. tp ak ase ak tunggu ko sbb time tu ko je yg nmpak perfect.. tp nk ckap ad heart feeling yg real tu, actually xde.. sooooory di.. lgpon ko kan playboy@kasanova.. no wonder la.. ko ley ad awek br skung.. ak doakn ko the bez la coz mama ko nk yg terbaik punya la.. u know ur mama well.. n yg lain2 pon sorry... ntah la nk ckap pon da xtaw.. huhu.. tp mak mmg btol la.. iqa xde feeling.. thats y mak x rsau if iqa kna reject or frust coz of boy.. u know me well mak.. hehe... brave girl that take a risk of her life la... n starting now, xnk da lyn pape hal2 remeh ni.. stia pd yg ada.. thanx mak.. i've no feeling towards boyzzzzzzzzzz... but not hate them ya...
NOTE: to my beloved sis, along... ble ko fall for sum1, don't totally give ur heart to him.. coz they r not sincere to us.. let the past go.. make a new life.. don't be so 'lemah' coz of them... u'll make me hate them la... too hard to find a man like our beloved ayah.. he's the one in my heart forever.. huhu.. syg ayh sokmo... ok along be strong... AJA AJA FIGHTING... forget him...
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